Kelly Smith Weblog Aficionado: Just a guy vs. Life

Woe is me...me is woe...

Well, nobody can foresee how an event, a conversation, a trip, or a comment will turn out. Pretty much what one says is irrelevant in light of what is perceived. However, most people know what is right or wrong to say or do to someone else. Those things that would merely be irritating if perpetrated by a stranger seem to cut like a knife when the deed is done by someone close to you. Oh well, life goes on in some way or another even if the possibility of tomorrow seems elusive. If you are unsure about tomorrow make sure to live today to the hilt.

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